I’m only happy when I’m high, but even then I know it’s a false happiness.
If socializing was all about being truthful and honest about everything, I would be really good at it. Unfortunately, it’s about judging, being judged, and deceiving other people into thinking you’re like them and completely “socially acceptable.”
I thought these feelings were gone.
Coming on two years since I’ve been with anybody in any way.
Things I’m good at:
Worrying about everything
Noticing my worst qualities and feeling sad about them
Being a terrible son